Sunday, December 11, 2016

Palau SDA School Christmas Play




So the big event at Palau SDA Elementary last week was the Christmas play, which took place on Thursday the 8th.  Christmas plays are a lot of fun, but it takes a lot of work and involves a lot of stress to pull them together!  So many things to do and think about, so many problems to work through.

For weeks the teachers and students were practicing their songs.  The last two weeks were filled with rehearsals of presentations, processions, and parts.  For months the Christmas play committee had been figuring out an action plan for the annual performance.  After some research, the play “Starry Night, Noisy Night” was chosen to reproduce at the school.  It is a short, sweet version of the Christmas story as told from the viewpoint of some animals (who have names like Cowcophany, Moozicowity, Clip-Clop, etc.).  There were auditions for the roles, and a variety of students from kindergarten to 8th grade were picked for the starring characters and the non-speaking roles of Mary, Joseph, and the kings (and the camel, which is acted out by three kindergarten students who play the parts of hump #1, hump #2, and the head).  The costumes were thrown together from felt, shirts, paint, glue, and cotton balls (I had the responsibility of gluing cotton to shirts for the sheep—thankfully Ms. Cynthia and some girls from the dorm at PMA helped out).

It was a lot of work, especially for the teachers who were putting it all together (primarily Ms. A, Ms. Gatica, and Ms. K).  By the time the day for the play came, a lot of us were ready for it to be over.  In practice the kids sometimes sang their songs well, and sometimes they didn’t.  There were going to be video clips highlighting each grade, so that involved a lot of editing and cooperation from the computer and sound systems.  The day before the play, it seemed like everyone was practicing, preparing, psyching up their classes for the big event.

And finally it came.  The students wore different colored shirts by grade (red, green, or white), and many wore Christmas hats (including ones that lighted up).  The parents arrived from all directions and filled up the seats in the gym—many had to sit or stand on the edges.  There were people swarming everywhere, from toddlers to grandparents, and every age in between.  It was a hot, sticky night, and seemed very unseasonal for having a Christmas play—but that’s the way half the world experiences the Christmas season.  Some people wore shorts and t-shirts, and some wore long sleeves.

Then it was time for the performances.  Kindergarten and 1st grade did “Go Tell it on the Mountain” with hand motions.  2nd grade did a complicated song called “Christmas Alphabet” that involved marching, kneeling, lying down, rolling over, standing up…all with books in hand.  3rd grade might have been the most impressive—they did hand motions to the song “O Holy Night” with white gloves and a black light so that you could see the words and pictures they were making with their hands.  That got some oohs and ahhs from the audience.  4th and 5th grade did a modified version of “Sleigh Ride” with lyrics more suited to an island Christmas.  6th grade did a bell choir song.  7th grade did a Christmas song from the Philippines.  And 8th grade did a song called, “Christmas in the Sand,” with ukuleles and leis.  Everyone did a good job.

After that was the short Christmas play.  At least half of it was singing, so the whole school became a choir sitting on the bleachers (in their red, white, and green shirts) and stood up to sing whenever a scene finished in the play.  They sang really well, which made all the practice worth it.  There was also an amazing little girl from 1st grade who sang a short solo:  “Open our eyes, that we might see/the blessing of Your nativity/Open our eyes, open our ears/Let every distraction disappear”.    Of course, I could see glitches—the sound system didn’t function perfectly, and some choir and presentation songs went more smoothly and were more clear than others.  It was hard to really watch the play because as teachers, our job was to direct our students and give them cues about singing.  There was a whole row of teachers in front of the younger grades coaching them and motioning when to stand up and sit down.  It was also hard to see the play from an outside viewpoint, since I had seen it and heard it rehearsed so many times and knew all the behind-the-scenes work that went into it.  Did the parents think it was too long?  Were they upset about the sound system giving out a few times during the videos?  (You might be too if your kid was speaking on screen just when it glitched.)
But the next day, Mr. Nelson the principal told us that many people (parents and local staff) considered it to be one of the best Christmas plays in a long time.  Maybe because it was different, with the videos and performances.  It was also pretty smooth, and it was well put-together.  (Congratulations to Ms. A and Ms. K and Ms. Gatica and Ms. Gina and everyone else who planned and worked on it).  So all in all, it was a success.  Now the teachers can relax until the Creativity Fair in a few months…or at least they can focus on the other work they have to do.  I was glad it was over.  No more worrying about the costumes and whether the students would sing loudly enough or know the words…

But now that I stop to think about it, I wish I had focused more on the message of the performance rather than the mundane details.  The play, as I said, was short and simple.  In the story, the animals were excited because of all the commotion in Bethlehem, and they were busy with their little animal lives.  But gradually they began to realize that something even more meaningful was happening right in front of them—Jesus was being born in the stable next door.  The message was that instead of being wrapped up in our social lives and electronics and entertainment, we should take time to consider the deeper, more significant matters.  We should look more closely at the things that we know are important, and we should look more broadly at the bigger picture instead of just focusing on the trivial and self-centered pursuits we tend to get caught up in.  It’s easy to push spiritual things aside when we think we “know it already” or can focus on it another time when we’re not so busy.
Sometimes we just need to take a few moments, or longer, to really think about what is important.  As I’m writing this, I’m writing to myself, because I think I missed the bigger picture of the play.  The little details like the costumes and where students stand are necessary and we can’t do without them.  But they’re not the goal.  The purpose wasn’t for everyone to hit the right notes and stand in the right places at the right times.  It was to help us lift our minds higher, and to see something more meaningful than the temporary things we spend so much time on.

“But Mary kept all these things and pondered them in her heart” (Luke 2:19)

So Hillary, don’t be afraid to spend some time actually thinking about the things that really matter, and pondering them in your heart.  The little jobs will get done if you have your eyes fixed on the goal and you don’t give up.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Struggles AND Thanksgiving


Here is a picture to show I'm happy  :)


So things haven’t been easy the past few weeks…I haven’t written much because I’ve been so busy and the internet is always playing hard to find.  I wasn’t sure if I should write about some of the less fun parts of being here, but I thought I could at least explain some of the things that I’m dealing with.  But it’s also nearly Thanksgiving, so I’ll talk about what I’m thankful for too.  :)  And I'm feeling positive as I'm writing this, so don't think I'm over here on the island moping.

 Right now I’m only teaching reading and spelling (and music, but that’s just singing or whatever I want to do with it) because the coach took over my history classes so I could focus more on ESL students.  Working one-on-one with kids and trying to teach them English is kind of fun, although I’m still trying to figure out what I’m doing.  But teaching in the classroom…that doesn’t come naturally for me.  And how do you motivate 7th-graders in reading class when they’re hot, bored, and have a dozen other things on their minds?  Some don’t turn in their work, and it’s really frustrating to see them goofing off instead of doing their assignments.  I’m not the most motivational person, and I don’t really have the energy to push and challenge them very well.  I feel like I’m trying to lift a barrel of monkeys with my little finger sometimes.  A barrel of talking, laughing, rubber-band shooting, wrestling, ukulele-playing kids who will be going on to high school in a couple of years.  I want them to succeed.  How do I get them to focus?

And then I got sick.  I had a cough that was lasting for a couple of weeks, but then I got worse and ended up going to the local clinic only to find out I had a 102.3 fever, sinus infection, ear infection, and bronchitis leading to pneumonia.  That was interesting…I’m a lot better now, but had to take a lot of antibiotics and stuff.

Being here has also raised a lot of questions in my mind.  For example, I’m trying to figure out how I feel about teaching.  I was trying to get used to it and try it out at Southern, but acting as an official teacher in the classroom, doing all the grading, carrying the full load of trying to control and motivate students, doing parent-teacher conferences…I’m at the point right now where I think that I don’t mind teachING in general, but I don’t really want to become a full-time teachER.  And it’s a big relief to finally admit it, because I was never really comfortable with the whole idea.  But what does that mean?  What do I do with this knowledge?  Where do I go from there?  I don’t really know, so I’ll be praying about it.

And I don’t understand myself sometimes.  I don’t understand why is it so hard for me to be confident and to be firm with students.  Or why I get stressed about little things.  Or why I find it so hard to talk about what I am feeling or thinking, and to reach out to people (I’m really noticing this a lot here, surrounded by so many new people).  I started reading Job 9 when I’m studying the Sabbath School lesson, and found myself bursting into tears because he’s saying exactly what I feel but don’t want to admit.  I guess I bottle things up too much.  Everything seems fine on the outside most of the time, but then I’ll cry and people wonder why…maybe it’s because I hate to talk about things, so I try to tough it out and tell myself everything is fine…and it’s not.  I want everything to be okay inside and outside, but as hard as I try to be okay, sometimes things just aren’t okay.  Maybe that’s the biggest thing I’m learning from Job.  I’m glad his book is in the Bible, because it’s actually really helpful sometimes—even those long repetitive parts that go on and on about how miserable everything is.

Maybe sometimes it’s okay to not be okay.  I know God will take care of things, but sometimes it’s hard to see past the issues that are in the way.  And there aren’t always clear-cut answers to everything.  The most important thing is that God is still God, and He’ll work things out for good.  Don’t pretend everything is always fine, but don’t get discouraged and abandon ship either.  Question and wrestle with issues, but don’t be stubborn or give up.

Mesulang means "Thank you very much" in Palauan
ANYWAY, enough with the problems and struggles.  I wanted to talk about what I’m thankful for too, so let’s move on to that.

“Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God” (Philippians 4:6)

I’m really thankful for the nice people here in Palau.  My Palauan “mom” (the Palauan queen, Bilung) sent a bunch of food for me and her other “children” among the SMs.  Chicken, bread, stuffing, gravy and pumpkin pies.  She’s always doing nice things for us even though she’s busy.

I’m thankful for the amazing things I get to see on this island.  We went to the Rock Islands on Sunday and saw a bunch of tropical fish and a giant (6-feet wingspan is my estimate) stingray that was trying very hard to hide under the sand.  That was so cool!  And we got to picnic on a little island with palm trees and white sand.  People pay tons of money to come to these places and experience these things, but we get to do it for free (although we have to work hard the rest of the time).  

“We give thanks to You, O God, we give thanks!  For Your wondrous works declare that Your name is near” (Psalms 75:1)

Plus there are geckos and fruit bats.  And I saw another rainbow on Wednesday, and the flowers bloom all year long…(I miss the weather in New England though, so don’t be too jealous)

I’m thankful for the other student missionaries here.  They’re a nice bunch, and I think we get along really well.  Everyone is so nice and supportive, and we get to do a lot of fun things together.  I never knew there were really people like this outside of storybooks…funny, quirky, adventurous, caring, capable, creative…good friends make the tough days more bearable.

I’m thankful that we got a two-day Thanksgiving break.  We get to relax and enjoy time with each other and the Surangel family (who have kindly invited us to their home for the holiday).

I’m thankful that I’m not sick any more.  The cough is nearly gone and I don’t feel like I’m fighting malaise now.
 
I’m thankful that we have air conditioning (or “air-con” as they call it here).  It’s nice to come back and just “chill” after a hot day at school.

I’m thankful for the good food we have…I can get most of the things I like at home, plus fresh fruit like papayas and soursop, and also fresh coconuts.  I miss berries, but hey, it’s a tropical island…

I’m thankful I can use the internet to keep in touch with family at home.  The internet might be fitful, but at least it makes the connection possible.

I’m thankful for my students.  They’re a handful, but they’re teaching me so much, and I’m glad to have each one of them.  They’ve become “my” kids, and I guess it will be hard to say goodbye.  (That’s where the internet comes in again…they’ve already tried to friend me on Facebook, and I have to tell them it’s the rule to wait until we leave before accepting requests).  They’re such characters, and I love them even when they're complaining.

And I’m thankful for all the ways God has shown me that He really does care, that His promises really are for me, and that there is hope in the future and that He’ll be guiding me.  I don’t understand everything yet, but like Job, I can just be satisfied with knowing that God is in control and that I can trust Him even when things aren’t going right.

“In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you” (1 Thessalonians 5:18)

I miss being at home with my family for Thanksgiving—the cool air, the wood fires, being with familiar things and people, making food together, keeping traditions…but it’s also fun to experience something new.  Thanksgiving on a little tropical island in the South Pacific, with a colorful crew of college students who are also missionaries, plus the Sanchezes and Surangels.  A few years ago I never would have predicted it…

Anyway, I hope everyone back home has a great holiday.  We really do have a lot to be thankful for, and sometimes it takes a few thorns to make you appreciate the roses more.  Happy Thanksgiving!
 
"Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits: who forgives all your iniquities, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from destruction, who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies, who satisfies your mouth with good things, so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's" (Psalms 103:2-5)




Thank you Southern people for the package!
 
“Now thanks be to God who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and through us diffuses the fragrance of His knowledge in every place” (2 Corinthians 2:14)

Sunday, November 20, 2016

Ngardmau Falls Hike


 Last Sunday (November 13) we got to hike at Ngardmau Falls, which was about 45 minutes from where we live.  It was really beautiful--a downhill trek through the jungle to a big falls that you could go behind.  We ate lunch down there and got lots of pictures.



The place where you pay and park.  The image is of the one-eyed eel that supposedly became the river long ago.

Woo-hoo, hiking in the jungle



A suspension bridge along the trail







You can see the falls way down there...




There were some swimming holes on the way that were so deep you could dive in!  (And several people did)
And there's the falls
It was actually fairly cold, though not as cold as Maine waterfalls  :)
And this was a friendly little fruit bat that was in a cage at the entrance.  Poor little guy.  He was so cute--just like a little fox with wings.




 Anyway, we had a good time and got to see more of the Palauan scenery.  It was really beautiful.  Hope you enjoyed the pictures!