So I haven't talked much about school for a while. I've been putting pictures of tropical islands and flowers and wildlife and fun day trips. But the rest of the time--during the week--it's a lot of work. In general, my schedule has been looking like this lately:
4:30--Wake up and have devotions and get ready for the day
6:30--Leave on a little bus with no cushions, seat belts, or a.c. to take the 20-30 minute trip to the school (I actually kind of like the little bus, so don't think it's that bad)
7:30--Worship in the library with all the teachers
8:00--School starts
8:45--I begin teaching Social Studies for "my" 7th grade
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| Riding back from school on the bus |
10:00--I teach Social Studies for 8th grade
10:45--Recess
11:00--Computer or PE (and one of the teachers will finally start teaching computer, so I don't have to improvise any more! Yay!)
11:30--Lunch
12:00--I teach Social Studies to a different 7th grade
12:45--I teach Reading to my 7th grade
1:30--Recess
1:45--A break!
2:30--Trying to teach a Chinese student English
3:15--Go back to class for clean-up and dismissal
3:30--Take care of errands, grading, letting kids into the library to use the phone or check out books
4:30--Leave to go back to PMA where we stay (although sometimes we leave later)
Evening: Grading, lesson planning, preparing lunch for tomorrow, etc.
8:30 or 9:00--Get to bed so we can do it all again tomorrow
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| Where my new classroom is above the gym |
And things are definitely not easy. It's not a vacation. It's not fun all of the time. It's been hard for me to figure out grading and behavior management for my class (sometimes they just won't listen, and I'm not much of an authority figure by nature, so it gets interesting). For the past few weeks I've felt like I never have enough time for everything, and it's been hard to get into the swing of school when I had to jump in part-way through for an indefinite amount of time. I had to move my classroom up to a stuffy, noisy little room above the gym to make room for a different class (I call it the Crow's Nest). I still don't know when or if there will be another 7th grade teacher to take over in the future. But Mr. Nelson (the vice-principal at SDA Elementary) has been very understanding, patient, and helpful. When I'm getting too stressed, he'll help me out. He really cares about the students and teachers in his school. And things have been getting better as I've been learning. It's been a series of ups and downs, and we still have a long way to go. I still need to figure out how to keep these kids under control...
It's been a good experience though. The kids are lovable even when they're acting up. We're getting to know each other a little better. And soon I'll have a slightly different schedule that gives me more time for ESL student tutoring (since there are a lot of other students who can't speak much English).
Don't forget to pray for the other Student Missionaries here. Everyone has their stresses and problems--some have family members with major health issues, which is a real weight on their minds. Some have been sick themselves (it's not easy to stay healthy in a school full of kids who may or may not wash their hands). Some are just stressed with the daily tasks of teaching and working. It's hard to budget time in order to get enough sleep while taking care of all the grading and planning. It's also not easy to jump into teaching in a new country with very little experience. But when everyone is so kind and understanding--the principals, the teachers, the student missionaries--it makes it easier. I really appreciate the support that people are showing here for each other.
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| Inside the classroom... |
"We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair...cast down, but not destroyed" (2 Cor. 4:8-9)
And then I like the verses before it:
"For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.
But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us." (vs. 6-7)
So even though we are having our personal battles, trials, and challenges--within and without--I'm praying that God will use us to shine light here in Palau. That's what we're here for, and the power is from God, not us.
"Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities...in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong" (2 Cor. 12:10)
"My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness" (vs. 9)
So yeah, that's the reality of life here. It's a mixture of high times and hardship, recreation and roadblocks. But I think it's worth it because challenges really do make you grow. Going through the fire really does make you stronger--especially if you have God holding your hand.
Thanks for the prayers and support! It really does make a difference. :)
